sometimes you just have to deal with liking someone you simply can not be with. Someone you can't even try to be with.
I can physically feel a burning ache in my heart as I am writing this.
because, sometimes, being friends won't be enough.
because you like that person oh, so much.
they are everything you ever wanted
everything that you think that you'll need.
Sure, it hurts. And it's hopeless.
But I guess I sort of like the idea of me being in this state of mind and heart.
Because it is kind of romantic
Like a good book.
And I do love a good love story, even if it ends in tears.
Or maybe just exists, alongside friendship.
Who knows.
No one will kill me for being hopeful. Not even myself, because I do not hope for something that would lead to broken hearts. I imagine a happy ending for me and that person, without any achy-breaky hearts.
No one can deny me my wishful thinking, i guess.
But then again, who knows
